Please note before I start that though it may not seem like it, I do not actually spend much time bitching about my depression, especially here.
I fucking hate my fucking illness. I woke up this morning in a good mood despite my inability to sleep properly (trouble getting to sleep and then staying asleep. 4am and I are becoming well aquainted and according to the pharmacy I can't have any over the counter drugs to help, so I guess I'd better speak to Dr K :/). I enjoyed the drive to my mum's (the weather was such that driving was really
fun) where I abandoned Ben and then headed to my first CBB gather. Everyone was very nice and I had fun, but I came out ready to cry having made a really rather hasty getaway. I think I overdid it and to use a
baraktaism (hopefully correctly) I think I just ran out of spoons at the end/did not have enough spoons to do what I was attempting to. Managed to calm down on the walk to the station and did not cry, but really really pissed with myself.
The gather itself was nice. People were lovely and I met lots of new people (everyone) who were all very welcoming and friendly and we ate lots of varied food (Lizzie-friendly rockyroad [no nuts :D], crispy cakes, sausage rolls [turns out there is such a thing as too many sausage rolls]) and lots of other stuff. I spent lots of time hiding behind a lovely large cushion cos I was freaked and talked too much about many things, lots of which probably weren't appropriate. Next time I shall try to be more
Sotto ;) Played some games - the present game and an articulate type thing but with CBB words. The team I was on won, but that was largely down to the scary Chalet knowledge of Xanthe and Liss, then I ran away cos I was tired and getting panicky.
In all, it was really nice and I'd do it again, but maybe I should wait until I'm more betterer. Or something.
Have a meme I stole from
greenfurrymoose. Ben also did it and is pretty much the exact opposite.
Your results:
You are Deanna Troi| Deanna Troi |
| 80% |
| An Expendable Character (Redshirt) |
| 65% |
| Beverly Crusher |
| 55% |
| Uhura |
| 55% |
| Geordi LaForge |
| 50% |
| Chekov |
| 40% |
| Leonard McCoy (Bones) |
| 40% |
| Spock |
| 37% |
| Jean-Luc Picard |
| 35% |
| Data |
| 32% |
| Will Riker |
| 25% |
| Mr. Scott |
| 25% |
| James T. Kirk (Captain) |
| 20% |
| Worf |
| 15% |
| Mr. Sulu |
| 5% |
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You are a caring and loving individual. You understand people's emotions and you are able to comfort and counsel them.
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Click here to take the "Which Star Trek character are you?" quiz...Finally, and some of you know this already, Sue has asked me to be John's godmother and I said yes :D I am very proud and excited. It's even worth braving the incence of Catholic Church for! :)