For those of you who wanna know what my last entry was about

[lizziec]

I'm getting some idea of how nert felt when he was stuck here, near croydon and most people in canterbury. It is very isolating. Even if you choose not to socialise you are still near everyone, near your friends.

Last night was the worst one since I got home. Don't get me wrong, I love being home with my family but now my friend base is in Canterbury and tho I can usually cope with it, yesterdays big gathering finished me off and I got jealous..maybe that's the wrong word. I felt very isolated and wanted to be there with you all. I miss you all so much, you're my friends and yet it will be september before it returns to any semblance of normality for me with you lot...and I'm scared you will all have moved on by then.

So, yea...there ya go. I'm pretty sure one of you will at least think this is funny, pour scorn on it or ridicule it. And Pete, yes, I know that person is not you.

Comments

[violetnights.livejournal.com]

Oh hun, I'm sure we've all felt it at one time or another, including me.

I'm running off home soon myself so I'm sure i will

[clarie.livejournal.com]

hon, don't worry! I can feel like that even when I'm here :-)

I love you and I can't wait for you to come back either