La la la la la la la *bounce* *thunk*

[lizziec]

Just had hi377 semnar that was poked into by tiggs and it wasn't all that bad really. We sat outside in the cloisters and had it out there. I think I have the exam grasped now. Dr Potter was really very useful.

I'm in the grip of my second wind atm. Was gonna watch s2 buffywith tiggs...now not due to unavailability. *Trapper looks accusingly at skel*

*trapper sits and waits for the second wind to die and her to really go thunk*

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[phoenix-zephyr.livejournal.com]

*Trapper looks accusingly at skel*

*Tiggs joins in*

[skeldof.livejournal.com]

c.c Sorry if I buggered off to have a bit of fun instead of sitting around waiting for you to turn up.

iirc I offered you the vids a week back, but you refused them. Strange how you suddenly change your tune to suit yourself

[lizziec]

Oh grow up. You said you'd do something and you didn't. Tiggs was only upstairs and I was along not long after you left. If you'd said you were going, someone could at least have come and got them.

As for last week, it isn't changing things to suit myself. You have no idea what I was feeling last week, it was a different situation and I only wanted out of it and more to the point it was you who made me feel that way.

MAybe if you started seeing that things weren't wholly centered around yourself and started paying attenion to other people's lives you'd have some clue. Until that point you will just go on behaving like a spoilt child and ultimately end up alone.

[skeldof.livejournal.com]

The invite was spur of the moment thing. I'd only just got back from being out, so just left again. You weren't on at the time, and Tiggs made no mention of it. It had totally slipped my mind.

Sorry that our overly close friendship didn't work out so well. You had stopped talking about yourself preceiving that I had no interest in it, just because I didn't ask such open and probing questions.

I had tried to stop talking about me for so long, but you just kept on asking. Why did I answer? Because you just wouldn't stop asking, and would nag until you got an answer. You never made the attempt to talk about you.

You invented all that stuff in your head about how I hate you. I never said anything to support it. In fact... I never said anything. Which is possibly the problem

[skeldof.livejournal.com]

*re-reads that*

Hmm... does seem very me focused that comment. But that's all the core of our friendship used to be. You nosing into my business. Oh, and the clique "minkee evenings"...

[lizziec]

lol, cos I was obviously the only one who enjoyed them being the four of us.

[skeldof.livejournal.com]

Did I ever say otherwise

[lizziec]

You suggested it.

[phoenix-zephyr.livejournal.com]

You weren't on at the time, and Tiggs made no mention of it.

i didnt realise you had come back, i could have easily got the tapes off you but hey.

*Tiggs backs away from arguement between him and trapper*

[lizziec]

You didn't respond to me at all. I need some sort of response to talk and, like I've said before you never seemed interested so I stopped talking which seemed to be the way you preferred it. I did try and talk about me but being stonewalled isn't exactly encouraging, so I just left it. I let it die. I asked about you because that seemed to be all you were interested in. You're right about friends by the way, the people who respond when you're in trouble and offer help. You never have, even when I've *tried* to turn to you. There comes a point where you just give up and I reached it last term.

It may be my head's invention that you hate me, but it was the feeling I got eminating from you. You made me feel unwelcome at gatherings among mutual friends. That was the vibe I was getting, and it bothered me, so I just stopped going.

Yea, you never said anythng. And yea, that's probably part of the problem.

[sellars.livejournal.com]

*ponders saying something but is too drained to