Emotional crashes
Sunday, April 20th, 2003 06:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lizziecare ugly things. I hate them but just at the moment I wish I was somewhere a long way away. I wanna be hugged by somone. I wanna stop screwing up. For anyone interested in why I crashed when I did it comes down to a discussion on irc, a possible overreaction to something and a semi argument.
*Trapper notes Philip trying her door and checks it's still locked*
Don't ask me to explain the logic of that...not entirely sure there's any.
Mirror Images
What do you see when you look in a mirror
I see what others don’t see
I stand and look miserably
Wanting to be someone,
Anyone but me.
I see a fat, miserable creature
Who doesn’t know why other people
Actually like her.
Someone who wants to be free.
Someone who isn’t me.
*Trapper notes Philip trying her door and checks it's still locked*
Don't ask me to explain the logic of that...not entirely sure there's any.
What do you see when you look in a mirror
I see what others don’t see
I stand and look miserably
Wanting to be someone,
Anyone but me.
I see a fat, miserable creature
Who doesn’t know why other people
Actually like her.
Someone who wants to be free.
Someone who isn’t me.
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Date: Sun, Apr. 20th, 2003 02:36 pm (UTC)Come visit next time, k?
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Date: Mon, Apr. 21st, 2003 09:58 am (UTC)I will. Thanks nert *hugs*
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Date: Sun, Apr. 20th, 2003 04:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Mon, Apr. 21st, 2003 09:58 am (UTC)fanks :)
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Date: Mon, Apr. 21st, 2003 09:59 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: Mon, Apr. 21st, 2003 10:06 am (UTC)