lizziec | Yesterday...

Well, I went and saw Lord of the Rings again, this time in Epsom. Was rather startled to realise that my ticket cost less than Philip's. This is because at 15 he is classed as an adult by the cinema but he won't get a student card till he is at College when he is 16. How stupid *is* that? Anyway, saw the film again and enjoyed it more this time than my two previous times. I think I truly appreciated it as a peice of film making this time rather than asan adaption. Could quiute happily sit through it two or three more times. Had a rather alarming incident in the cinema where i took off my trainers cos my feet were hot and one fell don the gap to underneith the seat in front. THought I'd have to wait till the end but then took off my sock and magaed to use my dextrous toes to rescue said shoe. Philip wasn't impressed. He thought I was stupid to have dropped the shoe down there in the 1st place.

Anyway, we had tea at Pizza Hut (i'm making the most of this junk food thing) then when we got home I let Philiip have his 1 hour 45 mins on the net before he departed to watch his stupid anime programmes for 3 hours. Played on irc where Pete made the longest appearance yet this hols and so we had a couple of hours "together"...which was nice. I also talked to skel for a bit and Sellars but I am fully aware that in my strange mood last night I tried to push at least one of them away...don't think it worked tho, which is good...

I really was in an odd mood last night. Don't know why. It was like...restless and depressed and self destrucive and...I can't really describe it. I think my emotions are just out of kilter at the moment. I hope they settle down soon...