o/~ I'm going slightly mad...
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005 09:08 amWell if I don't hear from CCUC soon I think I'm going to go insane (well more insane :P). The first time I checked the gttr website to see if they'd updated it was 6am on Thursday morning. Then, despite the long Easter weekend I have checked it at least twice a day from then on. I'm not sleeping well either, and last night was the final straw. Went to bed, finally feeling the "tired" at about 3am. I didn't get to sleep until 4am. I woke up at ten to eight. I'm exhausted but feel unable to sleep. I just feel nervous and agitated. This of course, was not helped by finding out that my third and fourth choices of institution have no more vacancies for secondary history so if I don't get into CCUC or Kingston then I don't know what will happen. God I feel sick :(
At least it's not quite as bad (yet anyway) as the summer I spent waiting for my GCSE results where I had between 2 and 4 hours a night for four or five weeks. At least they were productive weeks I suppose - I watched and accurately labelled all the videos in the house (some 200+).
I just need to hear, whatever way it goes*. Then I can at least start planning for the next stage...
At least it's not quite as bad (yet anyway) as the summer I spent waiting for my GCSE results where I had between 2 and 4 hours a night for four or five weeks. At least they were productive weeks I suppose - I watched and accurately labelled all the videos in the house (some 200+).
I just need to hear, whatever way it goes*. Then I can at least start planning for the next stage...
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Date: Tue, Mar. 29th, 2005 09:33 am (UTC)*hugssss*
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Date: Tue, Mar. 29th, 2005 09:34 am (UTC)Good luck hon, you deserve this muchly.
*hugs*
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Date: Tue, Mar. 29th, 2005 09:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: Tue, Mar. 29th, 2005 11:42 am (UTC)either way, don't worry, you deserve to get in, and you'll hear from them eventually *huggles*
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Date: Wed, Mar. 30th, 2005 01:51 am (UTC):)