For those of you who wanna know what my last entry was about

I'm getting some idea of how nert felt when he was stuck here, near croydon and most people in canterbury. It is very isolating. Even if you choose not to socialise you are still near everyone, near your friends.

Last night was the worst one since I got home. Don't get me wrong, I love being home with my family but now my friend base is in Canterbury and tho I can usually cope with it, yesterdays big gathering finished me off and I got jealous..maybe that's the wrong word. I felt very isolated and wanted to be there with you all. I miss you all so much, you're my friends and yet it will be september before it returns to any semblance of normality for me with you lot...and I'm scared you will all have moved on by then.

So, yea...there ya go. I'm pretty sure one of you will at least think this is funny, pour scorn on it or ridicule it. And Pete, yes, I know that person is not you.

ROFL

In #jibblers earlier...

18:38:33 < coolDude > so are you two going out? you argue like a married couple
18:38:55 < Trapper|ill> coolDude: yea, we are. And I love jason very much
18:39:07 < CutGlass > Trapper and Clarie are both liars.
18:40:21 < CutGlass > I'm not going out with anyone. Nor am I promised to.
18:40:30 < CutGlass > I wash my hands of that whole silly business.
18:40:49 < Trapper|ill > but, but Jason...my love
18:40:55 < Trapper|ill > are you denying me?
18:40:57 < Trapper|ill > :'(
18:41:03 < CutGlass > Trapper: You're creeping me out again. Please stop that.
18:41:04 < coolDude > So you treat them mean, keep them keen then?
18:41:34 < Trapper|ill > SlimeyPete: My dearest Jason is breaking my heart :(
18:41:37 < coolDude > I like your style
18:42:04 < CutGlass > I treat nobody mean. Everyone gets what they deserve from me
18:42:30 < CutGlass > coolDude: Trapper is SlimeyPete's girlfriend. She just likes trying to freak me out.
18:42:44 < CutGlass > Irritating midget that she is.
18:43:19 < Trapper|ill > Jason, that's just not true
18:43:23 < Trapper|ill > and you know it
18:43:34 < CutGlass > Pete! Pete! Help!
18:43:39 < Trapper|ill > you just have a problem with public displays of affection
18:43:40 < CutGlass > Get in here and restrain her!
18:44:01 < CutGlass > Trapper: Not actually in the slightest bit true. I just *have* no affection for you.
18:44:10 < SlimeyPete > CutGlass: why me? She's your girlfriend.
18:44:35 < Trapper|ill > come come Jason,we both know *that* isn't true
18:44:42 < CutGlass > SlimeyPete: Traitorous bastard.
18:45:04 < Trapper|ill > you're lucky that I care for you enough to put up with it all
18:45:08 < SlimeyPete > 's not traitery. I've sworn no allegiance to you. It's just treachery.
18:45:27 < CutGlass > Trapper: I'm once again grateful that you're so far away from me.
18:45:49 < Trapper|ill > Don't worry Jason My Love, you'll be back soon enough :)
18:46:27 < CutGlass > I'll be back, but you'll still be away.
18:46:48 < Trapper|ill > CutGlass: but I thought you knew I was coming to see you especially?
18:47:06 < Trapper|ill > then we can have "us" time :)
18:47:21 *CutGlass wonders what the formal procedure for a restraining order is.
18:47:36 < SlimeyPete > it takes months
18:47:47 < Trapper|ill > Jason, is one of your stalkers after you again then?
18:48:02 < SlimeyPete > months in which you can enjoy lizzie's undivided attention and adoration
18:48:39 < CutGlass > Damnit! It's at times like this I wish I were a violent man.
18:48:58 < Trapper|ill > But you are Jason
18:49:16 < Trapper|ill > don't you remember that time you nearly broke someone's nose by slamming iit into a desk?
18:49:40 < CutGlass > That was *you* !
18:49:54 < Trapper|ill > come come. No need to be so modest
18:49:55 < CutGlass > Erm... though it occurs to me that I did once break someone's nose.
18:50:05 < Trapper|ill > see? :)
18:50:13 < CutGlass > But I was only 4 years old at the time!
18:50:29 < CutGlass > All in the past! My foolish misbegotten youth!
18:50:33 < SlimeyPete > violent little shit right from the beginning, then ?
18:51:05 < Trapper|ill > SlimeyPete: don't talk about my boyfriend that way!
18:51:22 < CutGlass > Trapper: Really. This is too weird. Stop it.
18:51:50 < Trapper|ill > stop what my love?
18:52:13 < coolDude > CutGlass: shouldn't you be caring for your woman, she seems to be unwell
18:52:14 < CutGlass > You want to be careful. What if your mother hears you?
18:52:56 < Trapper|ill > I doubt she will, she's cooking dinner at the moment
18:53:07 < Trapper|ill > Would you like me to send her your love?
18:53:17 < CutGlass > coolDude: They're right. You *do* sound like lambda.
18:54:34 < coolDude > so lambda is a young fit coolDude like me then?
18:58:26 < CutGlass > Red Phil: Back me up. SlimeyPete is Trapper's boyfriend, right?
18:59:17 < red_pill|sleep > she could be described as such. yes.
19:00:03 < CutGlass > Thank you.
19:00:11 < red_pill|sleep > others might describer her diffrently
19:00:13 < CutGlass > There. Words of wisdom from the brother.
19:00:38 < red_pill|sleep > he is defntly mail and her frenid.
19:00:38 *Trapper|ill kicks her ex, red_pill for being annoying and disruptive
19:00:46 < Trapper|ill > you've always been jealous of jason and I
19:00:53 < red_pill|sleep > ...
19:01:19 < CutGlass > Right. I'm not rising to this bait anymore.
19:01:25 < Trapper|ill > bait?
19:01:28 *CutGlass sits back and watches the channel.

A little later in #jibblers...

19:05:46 < Trapper|ill > I hereby announce that CutGlass has not been, is not and will never be, my boyfriend
19:05:56 < Trapper|ill > my boyfriend is SlimeyPete
19:06:03 < Trapper|ill > my brother is red_pill|sleep
19:06:24 < Trapper|ill > and I apologise for any inconvenience that this cherade may have caused

The reason for my apology..in a PM two mins earlier
19:02:45 < Trapper|ill > ...sorry 'bout that
19:04:06 < CutGlass > You will be. ;)
19:04:20 < Trapper|ill > ohoh
19:04:24 < Trapper|ill > what you gonna do?
19:04:41 < CutGlass > I could withhold chocolate. :)
19:04:49 < Trapper|ill > O.O

LOL :D

Many thanks to Pete for allowing me to pull off the deception for so long. *grin*