Is this my real life?

[lizziec]

I was lying in the bath this evening when ben came in and brought me a drink. All of a sudden I had this weird feeling of unreality.

I lay there thinking "is this really my life? Am I really living in this lovely flat? Am I really married to this wonderful man?"

Of course, it's a stupid thing to think, and a stupid thing to record here, but... does anyone else get moments like that?

It made me pretty appreciative for what I've got :)

Comments

[benc.livejournal.com]

I bet it got a lot more real when I came in bleeding having chopped the tip of my thumb off :)

[morti.livejournal.com]

I think I might have experienced something like that before, yeah. It's nice though, you realise you're not dreaming and life really is good. :)

[bethanthepurple.livejournal.com]

Realising that I had a HUGE number of people happy to care for me when I turned into into a total wreck, and continue loving me for months when I was reliant on people to manage my life for me...

Yeah, I know that feeling very well :)

[violetnights.livejournal.com]

Yes, I'm having one big moment like that at the moment and it isn't entirely a happy one.

[reggitsti.livejournal.com]

Actually I have been feeling that way off and on of late, makes me want to count my blessings but at the same time slightly uneasy because if this is a dream I'd rather not wake from it.

[piggeh.livejournal.com]

yep, I know that feeling fairly well.. most recently whilst sitting last weekend on an incredibly sunny day, sea crashing a *long* way down, and climbing a huge exposed ridge