Well I made my target for today

I got up and had a bath, I washed my hair, brushed my teeth and got dressed. Then I collapsed in an exhausted heap :/ Still, I'm dressed and it feels good (first time since Monday, I just haven't had the energy)

Philip was up till 3am last night and as a consequence every time I coughed I was brought a drink which was really nice of him. Stopped throat seizing up anyway tho I can still barely talk. I wouldn'ta guessed it could be quite this sore. Still, it's better than it was.

Mum says she'll take me over to box hill later for the drive and a little tub of ice cream. Will be nice just to be out of the house. I feel kinda imprisoned here cos I've not the energy to go elsewhere.

( quiz )

*potters off to collapse in a corner*

*sits and cries*

Called doctor. He'd talked to consultant. Both think it's Glandular fever and that it was too early in stages to show up on blood test last week so come 8.30 monday I'm giving more blood for testing. Atm I'm frustrated tho cos I don't know what I want. I know I want something but I don't know what. I've actually had quite a nice day today cos mum came home from work early and took me to box hill which was lovely. I had nice food and everything and the fresh air was brilliant. But now my throat is so swollen and sore I can't settle. I've tried sleeping but I keep waking myself up. Mum went out to try and get me stronger painkillers but now I feel guilty cos she's gone out again when she just wanted to crash. ARG :'(