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Ben just gone. Today sucked horribly. It started bad and I just spiralled down. I hit bottom at 1:30ish adn slowly crawled out of my hole again. Ben had afternoon off and I spent most of it in the most atrocious mood.
Got back and jibbled some...ended up falling asleep and napping most of the evening.
So on ben's afternoon off which was supposed to be so nice I was i. horrible to be with and ii. asleep.
Nice going Elizabeth.
He so diserves someone better than me >.
Got back and jibbled some...ended up falling asleep and napping most of the evening.
So on ben's afternoon off which was supposed to be so nice I was i. horrible to be with and ii. asleep.
Nice going Elizabeth.
He so diserves someone better than me >.